Southern Legitimacy Statement: I was born in Texas. Have never lived above the Mason-Dixon Line. Drawn to southern weather and landscapes. Grew up saying y’all and now advocate for it becoming the official second person plural in English.
Three Poems
Tornado Year
That was the year
we almost lost everything,
he said.
You were, what, about 7?
Eight, she said,
I was in third grade.
And it’d rained all day,
he said, and then
the hail started
and I was praying
Not the wheat
Lord, not the wheat,
and then lightning hit
the barn and it goddamn
fell down smoking,
never seen such a thing,
and right then
your school bus
pulled up and the wheat
was getting smashed down….
The hail was hitting
the bus so hard, she said,
it sounded like we were
being shot at.
You looked so scared,
when you got off the bus
you were crying.
I wasn’t scared,
I was crying because
the wind blew off
that stupid paper crown
I got for doing
the best drawing
of Snow White
and my hair was
getting soaked. I
never even saw….
You always did have
pretty hair just like
your mama. He blinked
and coughed.
Sorry, smoke.
He took another drag.
Your mama always
hated that I smoked these
things. I said to her
dang it, I don’t drink
or play cards and
I don’t hardly ever swear,
these things are all
I got. Anyways
you hadn’t taken
two steps off the bus
when I just happened
to look up and them
clouds were spinning
and that goddamn
funnel dropped
heading straight
at the bus, it was all
happening so fast,
I was running like hell
to grab you and I was
saying Damn you, God,
first you took Ellie, and now
my wheat and my barn,
don’t take my girl,
and the lightning hit
seemed like right behind me,
I could feel the jolt
and the little hairs
were standing up on my arms…
Me too, she said.
… and I thought, dang,
the next one’s for me
but I grabbed you up
and run for the house,
and just like that it
all stopped, the sun
came out like nothing
happened.
He lit another cigarette.
As I recall, she said,
the next lightning strike
hit the steeple of
the First Baptist Church.
That’s right, he said.
Y’know, your mama
always told me God
was a Methodist.
Dark Was the Night
Haints are afoot
as Blind Willie Johnson
sidles out of Waco
without eyes he sees
shadows black as the night sky,
haints sliding along
the cold graveyard ground
like a penknife down the neck
of a battered guitar.
Into the Swamp
The light is failing, Love,
and mist is slowly rising
from the bog with the last
birdcalls receding through
the pines. The emanation
of marsh gas may prick
our nostrils, Love,
but the rustle of cattails
counterpointed with
the plash of frogs
is sure to soothe.
Come, take my arm, Love,
and let us go gentle
into the tea-green twilight.